My hands are on fire...

And panic is hovering around the edges of my awareness...

Somewhere out there... the life I asked for is waiting for me...

And if I take it... the life I wasn't aware enough to know I wanted will slip away...

It doesn't stop me from moving forward... it just keeps me looking over my shoulder to see if I should backtrack...

Just a bit...

Eventually though, I reach the high cliff... and know...

It's time to jump...

Yet again...


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